I have spent 27 years...(I think) trying to figure out who I am.
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The truth is I have no f'ing clue! I could list facts about myself all day but there is enough of that over here.
I was divorced once in '05 and my #1 phrase to run with was I had to find "me" again. But the problem is "me" has gotten older, lazier, and fatter. And the old "me" is lost. I have this I don't care attitude about everything. I think that is just me resorting to being 13 again. I care, hell I care a little too much. I just hope everyone knows that. I don't think I have and will say it out loud to anyone. Except my kids. I don't feel close to anyone but them and after this year I am afraid to be close to anyone. I have no clue what this post is supposed to say/mean. I guess I will take a shop at finding "me" one more time. If I fail in 2012. Screw it.
Emotions for us ladies are a rocky road. Some times I feel like all I want to do is crawl into my bed and hide under the blanket! DAMM it life is just to f'ing short to do that. So here is my advise. look in the mirror and say "I LOVE YOU"!
ReplyDeleteAnd it is ok . Life is not a bowl of cherry's sometimes its a bag of rocks. Live day to day and think of 1 good thought everyday. Read a good book. That helps me feel better. I can recommend a few;-)
Much ((HUGGS))
XOXO,
MamSiadPlease